Did you ever feel like a misfit in your Christian Fellowship? When they declare how thier  needs are met and their children are growing in the grace and knowledge of our dear Lord Jesus Christ.  Especially when your children and grandchildren  are seeking a life apart from the Lord. When you prayed for their future mates and they are now in abusive relationships or alternate life styles. When they have happy marriages, and you have been widowed. Pastor says you reap what you sow, so you think what did I reap to sow this? It makes you want to give up, but you can't because you love Jesus and He said He would make a way where there seemed to be no way.

espcially if you prayed for your children and grandchildren